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Angi wants an update... Hahah. [Nov. 23rd, 2009|07:19 pm]
[Current Mood | tired]
[Current Music |TV]

I got laid off from work last Friday. So I'm back home at my parents for now, figuring out what I'm supposed to do with my life. I hate this. Thinking about grad school, but not sure. Tim and I have been hanging out some. It's been nice, but not sure where things will go... I'm at the same point I was a year ago in my life, looking for work, not sure where things would go. I need hugs.
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I'm sooo sorry [Sep. 13th, 2009|10:16 pm]
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Wilson, please forgive me.... I love you soooo much. I just didn't want you to suffer. I know you are up playing with your brothers that you missed. I'm sorry I wasn't home for you when you had your seizure and you were breathing heavy. I didn't want you to suffer.... I love you sooo much. And House and Stevie too. I miss you boys. You were the best gerbils ever. I hope you had the best care. I miss you boys sooo much. You were a big part of my life for three years. It's gonna be hard and soo sad without you all. I know you are up there playing in Gerbil Heaven. RIP Wilson... September 13, 2009
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Sad [Aug. 6th, 2009|08:36 pm]
My grandfather died like a month ago. Tim broke up with me two weeks ago. The second of three gerbils died tonight. I can't take much more. But I'm living with a family friend and have a job, so at least I have that...
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If you can read this, be thankful! [May. 17th, 2009|09:47 pm]
Hey everyone. My Uncle Mickey died on 5-5-09. Well, I should say he was pulled off life support. He had an ear infection which lead to bacterial meningitis. When he went into the hospital, he had MRSA. He leaves behind a wife, a 5 year old girl (well, she's almost 6), a 4 year old girl with autism, and a 4 month old boy. Mickey was born on May 25, two weeks after his dad died. Now, his son will never know him. And his funeral was the day before Mother's Day. He was only 29.

My family and him weren't on speaking terms when he died.

And on 5-8-2009, our cow Anna died. Seriously, this is enough death for a while God.

But if you are reading this, be thankful for the day you were given. Be thankful for your friends and family. If you have any problems with some one or something, there's no better day than today to fix it and make it right. I know there's only a few people that really read my LJ, not like I keep up with it enough, but I love you all!
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Ugh.... [May. 1st, 2009|10:10 pm]
[Current Mood | sad]

I lost my debit card, so I'm stuck at home in Harrisburg when I have an interview tomorrow morning back in Philly. I'm just upset, tired, exhausted, hungry. Boyfriend was a little annoying. Didn't understand why I'm upset/stressed, but offered to come pick me up. But then, he'd have to drive me back home. Just irritating since I helped him when he lost his wallet. He live his wallet at TGI Friday's one night, and I helped keep him calm through it. It was like 1 am in the morning, and I suggested we just drive over there and see if it was on the ground or something. Just our luck, the restaurant was closing and they had his wallet. Men sometimes are just more aggrivating when you just need a little support.
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Personal Whatever... [Apr. 22nd, 2009|11:48 pm]
Just to mark it for me, I scored a million Pogo points like a week or two ago...
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(no subject) [Apr. 3rd, 2009|09:26 pm]
Just saw this commercial again, and it made me happy. makes me think of my gerbils, who I love very very much!

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Another reason I hate Easter... [Apr. 3rd, 2009|09:09 pm]
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Just remembered why I hate Easter: Additude died on 4-6-07. Whatever reason God had, that he let the Turnpike people spray weed killer on the fence and let Additude and Fergie eat it and die, I dunno... I'd like an explaination. Maybe its juvenile to hang on to their death dates and remember it every year, but they were family. It hurts really freaking bad...
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My Parents [Apr. 3rd, 2009|01:18 am]
[Current Location |Living Room in Tim and My's Apartment]
[Current Mood | anxious]
[Current Music |The George Lopez Show]

I love my parents. As Easter comes around, I guess I'm getting kind of reflective. I love my dad. I'm ever thankful for his strength and sense of humor. See: I think she moved to hell. I don't think he liked that very much but that's where she fucking belongs. (about the physical therapist that messed him up, and pretty much single handidly, gave him another year and a half of pain, so I don't blame him!) I love my mom more than ever. I just wish God would make her all better now. She didn't deserve anything to get into that car accident. I wish I could give up all my stuff and make her better. Grandpa is doing better than ever. He went to his heart doctor, I think, who saw him like six years ago. The doctor said last time he saw him, he figured my Grandpa was as good as dead. Thanks to my parents, he's got a nice home to live in, a dog that loves him too, and has part of his life back. But, I'm ready for my mom to be back to her old self. I'd give anything to make that happen. Freely give my left arm and legs to make it happen...
Tim and I got in a little fight tonight, but it was all my fault. Taking things out of context, from something his friend said. I thought the friend was being mean to Tim. I was misunderstood. Every day that goes by, I love him more and more. I'm so glad he's in my life. Not looking forward to the time that he's going to deploy, but I'm ready for the time after he's done with the Army...

Hugs to all. Happy Easter.
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Headache [Mar. 27th, 2009|02:52 pm]
[Current Mood | confused]

Is it too much to ask for a company you applied to work at, to either give you the "yes" or "no" on whether you are hired? Now, I'm stuck wondering if I am considered a candidate or if they really aren't interested, and I'm just wasting my time waiting to hear from them?! I just got a huge headache. And Tim comes back with a few applications, well, I'm sorry my career path isn't in computers and is a little more difficult to find what I want to do. I'm sorry I really don't want to work in the pharmacutical industry. I'm sorry I have to take pills to help with things, but having you frown upon them every time I have to take them, it really doesn't help either. I just need a hug. Off to read other people's LJ's to try to cheer me up.... : /
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The Slogan Generator [Mar. 14th, 2009|11:02 pm]
Have You Ever had a Bad Time in Tori?
That pretty much sums you up!


Thanks to Angi's LJ... hahahah!
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Stuff I Borrowed from Endless_Reader... [Jan. 26th, 2009|02:45 am]
[Current Location |In bed, with my sexy man...]
[Current Mood | happy]

As usual, End of Year meme. Looks remarkably like it has every other year. Screw change!

1. What did you do in 2008 that you'd never done before?
I fell in love, which has turned into my first serious relationship ever. And we are still together. We will be together for one year on 2-16-09. And Tim made me go skydiving. : o

2. Did you keep your new year's resolutions, and will you make more for next year?
I don't really make resolutions.

3. Did anyone close to you give birth?
Angi is the only one I know that gave birth...

4. Did anyone close to you die?
People, no. But a few of my cows died and also one of the gerbils.

5. What countries did you visit?
This year, none. But I went to a lot of new states- North and South Carolina, and Virginia, which may not seem like a big deal, but I went there several times on my own to see Tim. And, I got stuck there for a week when I lost my glasses at Busch Gardens, on the first ride of the day. (Tim lost his cell phone on the next ride. We decided to call it a day after that.) And, my best friend from high school moved down there, so it was a real experience for me to get out into the world on my own. From this, I got to meet Angi, and hopefully, we'll get to meet up more often!

6. What would you like to have in 2009 that you lacked in 2008?
Motivation- I really need a job. I need more faith in God too.

7. What date(s) from 2008 will remain etched your memory, and why?
2-8-08, the day I met Tim
2-16-08, the day Tim asked me out

8. What was your biggest achievement of the year?
Meeting a great guy and falling in love, I guess graduating from college was good too, although I miss it sometimes and my friends too.

9. What was your biggest failure?
Having to choose between my family and Tim, which kinda related to one of the cow's deaths (Rita's) cause dad wasn't feeling well and I was at Tim's AIT graduation.

10. Did you suffer illness or injury?
July 3rd- surgery to remove my 13x10 cm mass on my left ovary

11. What was the best thing you bought?
Hmm... first thing to come to mind is the Build a Bear Bear I had embroidered with "Tim and Tori 2-16-08", after going out for only like 2 months. And we are still together. I loves him.

12. Whose behavior merited celebration?
My parents- both are dealing with injuries. I think me and Tim's too. It took a lot for us to stay together while he was gone, and we are learning to deal with each other, through the thick and the thin, and over stupid little fights.

13. Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed?
Not really sure...

14. Where did most of your money go?
HA! What money? I would say college stuff and gas, and sending the boyfriend letters and a couple packages.

15. What did you get really, really, really excited about?
Being in love.

16. What song(s) will always remind you of 2008?
Hmm, I'll have to think on this one. Probably Avenged Sevenfold's album that came out this year.

17. Compared to this time last year, are you:
I. happier or sadder? happier, maybe the same...

II. thinner or fatter?
about the same...

III. richer or poorer?
Poorer. Yeah, really need that job...!!!

18. What do you wish you'd done more of?
Hanging out with friends, meeting new people, enjoyed college, reading, being at home to help my parents with the cows...

19. What do you wish you'd done less of?
Hmm....

20. Any new hobbies/interests?
Military stuff to a degree, The Who

21. How will you be spending New Year's Eve?
Spent it with Tim at our apartment, watched the ball drop, think we watched a movie

22. Did you fall in love in 2008?
Yes, finally!

23. How many one-night stands?
None.

24. What was your favorite TV program?
House, Army Wives

25. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year?
Hmmm...not sure...

26. What was the best book you read?
"All Creatures Great and Small" by James Herriot.

27. What was/were your greatest musical discoveries?
Avenged Sevenfold and The Who.

28. What did you want and get?
Love

30. What was your favorite film of this year?
I don't really know. Maybe "Zach and Mira make a Porno" cause that's the first movie Tim and I saw in a movie theater?!

31. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you?
I went to visit Tim in VA. We went to Busch Gardens, and I lost my glasses. I turned 22. But, I was able to stay in his area for another week, so we could celebrate our 6th month anniversary.

32. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?
If my parents were both healthy. More money would help too.

33. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2008?
I don't really have one. Casual with a dash of farming insignia.

34. What kept you sane?
Tim, Family, Friends, My cows and animals.

35. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?
Hugh Laurie, the guys from "Army Wives"

36. What political issue stirred you the most?
The presidential race, I guess.

37. Who did you miss?
My friends who I don't see anymore cause college is over.

38. Who was the best new person you met?
Tim, Angi.

39. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2008:
Always tell the people you love, that you love them, as much as possible. Treasure the good things, no matter how miniscule they may be. And, a 5 second phone call can make all the difference.

40. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year:
"They say 21 is gonna be a good year..." ~A lyric from a song by "The Who", but not sure what song...


My Political Views
I am a left moderate social authoritarian
Left: 4.26, Authoritarian: 1.27

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Foreign Policy:

On the left side are pacifists and anti-war activists. On the right side are those who want a strong military that intervenes around the world. You scored: -2.27


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Culture:

Where are you in the culture war? On the liberal side, or the conservative side? This scale may apply more to the US than other countries. You scored: -0.26


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And then there were Two... [Jan. 10th, 2009|06:31 pm]
[Current Mood | gloomy]

RIP Steve, my gerbil. 10-4-05 to 1-10-09. I love you boy. Say "Hi" to Tobi for me. I hope I did well by you. Watch over your brothers (House and Wilson) now. I miss you... XOXO <3
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HOLY COW!!!!! [Dec. 21st, 2008|03:01 am]
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Edit: Stupid weather!!! The road was too icy. Tim called at 3:40. He can't make it... :* (

Tim is driving up to see me at 3 am in the morning!!! I can't believe it. He quote " hmm, you know im not tired, bored, and i want to see you..." AWWWW!!! Plus, he knew I was really upset by those CL people. I can't believe he's serious. He mentioned it like a joke, but he'll be here in like 2 hours, at 5 am. It's sleeting very lightly out, so I hope he makes it here ok. I know he'll be careful. Plus, I told him we are decorating the tree tomorrow and that would be cool if he was here to do that, ya know, brownie points with the parents, especially my mom. And dad's surgery went well this week. Despite a little pain from the surgery, he notices a lot of difference now. So we got high hopes for him!! Now God, if you could just help my mom out... I just don't understand how you could let her get in an accident that messed her up so badly. Maybe if I understood why, I'd be more religious right now. I'm trying to see the light, I really am. Anyway, thanks for the gift of my boyfriend this year. He loves me so much, as I do him. Now, where's my ring?! Hope all of you have a Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year if I'm not around til then. Leave me a message. Let me know how you all are doing.
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GRRR.... [Dec. 21st, 2008|12:58 am]
[Current Mood | sad]

God, I HATE mean people!! I HATE THEM I HATE THEM I HATE THEM!!! Stupid people on Craiglist "help" forum. If you are all volunteers, you guys should be nice, not make other people feel like crap. And if you are sick of answering the same old questions, then simple, don't do it, quit, and do something else. I feel stupid enough crying over trying to help people and inform them that selling turtles is illegal in NJ, I don't need to be insulted and berated, in which I have a college degree in this area, #(*&@#$)#($*@#$@#)$(* meany heads!!! I feel stupid crying over this, but man, you really didn't have to be so mean. I need a hug!!
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Guess about time I update... [Dec. 7th, 2008|10:10 pm]
I'm living with my man now in Philly. Still looking for a job. Dad has surgery again in a couple weeks. Mom is hanging in there. Christmas is getting to me, and the lack of spirit I have for it, with every thing going on and with the cows we lost this year. I love my boy, but man, sometimes I don't think he understands. I love him, but man, some days are more challenging than others. You ladies have any advice?! Well, I hope you all are doing well, and I'll try to be around more often.
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Update [Jul. 21st, 2008|11:01 pm]
Got back from Tim's graduation. It was a lot of fun, but it was hard to drop him off at his next training place in VA. I miss him lots already, even though he has his cell phone and we've talked a couple times a day since Saturday. He starts training and class tomorrow, so we'll see how that goes. Gotta start looking for a job. I'm feeling a lot better from my surgery. Hardly any pain anymore, just if I do too much or sleep the wrong way or something. But here's a couple pics if anyone's interested:





Forgive me for not doing a cut. I frankly am too tired and depressed to try and do it. My oldest cow that we had now died on Friday after calving on Tuesday night. So, just dealing with a lot, and just generally feeling overwhelmed and sad from missing Tim and Rita, and the stress of trying to find a job. Thanks for dealing with me. *Hugs*
RIP Rita. I miss you! Sorry I wasn't home... :* (
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(no subject) [Jul. 14th, 2008|10:59 pm]
Sold Jasmine, Fatima, Addison, and Hit Man today. :* ( Good luck girls. I'm gonna miss you!!
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Requested Update... [Jun. 27th, 2008|06:39 pm]
Alright, I guess a couple people wanted updates. Well, not much going on. Living at home now, after a couple months after graduating from college!  Still can't believe its over already.  Getting ready to go see Tim on July 17th!  He graduates from Boot Camp.  I'm so excited.  I miss him soooo much, and I'm so proud of him.  Working on selling a few cows and stuff too.  Sad to see them go.  How is everyone else?  Been pretty busy, so I'm sorry I haven't kept up with everyone.  Hope all is well with you all, and hopefully, life will get settled down and I can catch up with everyone.  I got two weeks to finish the scrapbook I'm making for Tim plus get ready for the trip, so I'll be kinda busy til then.  But, I hope you are all doing great!  *hugs*
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